cuak

tadi D cakap dia 'takut' tengok kawan-kawan yg sangat rajin kat hospital. lepas abes lecture pukul 5 pun they head back to the hospital to find patients on the wards. i have to agree with her. i'm scared too. but i think i'm more scared at myself. why am i not as motivated as they are?? sigh...

Fix You

Loving this song at the moment. Thanx to B.

When you try your best but you don't succeed
When you get what you want but not what you need
When you feel so tired but you can't sleep
Stuck in reverse
And the tears come streaming down your face
When you lose something you can't replace
When you love someone but it goes to waste
Could it be worse?
Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you
And high up above or down below
When you're too in love to let it go
But if you never try you'll never know
Just what you're worth
Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you
Tears stream down your face
when you lose something you cannot replace
Tears stream down your face
And I
Tears stream down your face
I promise you I will learn from my mistakes
Tears stream down your face
And I
Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

-Coldplay-

aja aja fighting!

today's already sunday. man this weekend has been so unproductive. semalam marathon cerita full house. yes i've watched some of the episodes in malaysia. intended to watch only those i missed, but this story's too cute to be skipped! aja aja fighting! but in malaysian version (some chinese dialect la), they changed it to 'go go chaiyo' . i think i prefer the korean one..

this morning..tried to study. still in the mood of 'aja aja fighting' la kononnya. saw a patient with sarcoidosis yesterday..so sarcoidosis was what i read. i might as well put some stuff i remember about it here...

what? multi-system granulomatous disease. unknown cause. mostly (90% kot) affect the lungs. histo? non caseating granulomas. usually resolves spontaneously.
clinical feats? uveitis, erythema nodosum, arthropathy, BHL, lymphadenopathy, hypercalcemia..banyak lg ni...
Ix? none specific. ESR level useful. ACE level increased. Ca2+ also increased. CXR or CT for BHL. also do mantoux/tuberculin test to exclude TB.

err..just bits & pieces..what else? i must know more than that right? i mean, i read more than that. so where did the rest of the facts go? oh i'm so hopeless...

tadi chat dengan adik2, there were just lisa, mirah and papa. hannan tak balik weekend ni. i wonder how's that boy doing lah..last week his evil senior asked him to 'tolong' amekkan gambar2 dia kat photo shop..and ask hannan to pay for it! poor hannan.. his rm15 gone just like that...why la these seniors so evil..tau tak bila pau junior tu sama la macam mencuri..haram!! i really wanna kick those seniors' a**!!

fifi has gone back to his hostel. this bro of mine really have problem with keeping promise lah. sigh...

pmr's only 1 week away. mirah macam cool je about it. that's good rite? i mean there's no need to be nervous about it rite? huhu..i think i'm the one panicking now..

baiklah..roger and out.

snargle

Snargle (snar' gul) - v. To lessen the visual impact of a horror movie by filtering it through one's fingers.

i snargle. during at least 60% of the plot.

my housemates know better than to invite me to their horror-movies nights.